This is my fucking Tumblr
This is clearly my fucking Tumblr
that I wanted to be anything else but an actor. I am only 19 and this business has already ripped my spirit out of my body. I constantly feel mediocre or below average. Getting my tenth rejection in a row two days ago with no signs of hope that things are getting better. Im poor, heartborken, I watch my old friends accomplish things that I can’t like getting into conservatories in NYC when they rejected me or booking character roles at Disney when they rejected me. I sit here and think why I put myself through this. You can put your all into this business and still come out empty handed. I wish I wanted to be a cop or maybe I can go back to my old dream of being an ice cream man. But as I ponder these thoughts I realize that there is no going back because acting is what I love to do and what makes me feel really alive. But if I never book a show or a job I will NEVER feel alive so it’s a vicious circle. There is a great quote from AMADEUS that says “Why did god grant me the fire and passion to pursue these dreams of mine but with held the talents in which yo obtain them”. I feel the exact way sometimes. I am not giving up yet. But I am turning my back on theatre for a while feeling that I am not talented enough to pursue it. Instead I am turning my FULL focus to film and t.v. I figure that I am a semi-attractive guy who has at least a little acting talent so why not give L.A shot? I am on my way to my bank now to open up my moving to Los Angelas account and I shall deposit no less than 300 a month into it. After I finish my A.A by roughly this time next year I am moving to California and pursing a film career.
(Source: littlehorrorshop, via fuckyeahlittleshopofhorrors)
omg can we just appreciate these tributes outfits
like district 1 are vegas dancers
and district 2 thinks they’re in gladiator
and district 3 is something out of a lady gaga video
district 4, well, it could be worse
case in point, see district 5
what the fuck district 6
district 7 and their origami
i’m so sorry district 8
is the boy tribute from 9 supposed to be a dalek or
HOWDY Y’ALL FROM DISTRICT 10
wow really creative for 11
BOW DOWN TO DISTRICT 12, BITCHES
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The friend that opens the umbrella behind you so you can be a dilophosaurus is the best friend you’ll ever have.
(Source: goo.gl, via vinnyv3gas)
